Dear Allah, please help me go through all this sufferings. I'm crying while typing this out. I really don't know how to deal with life anymore. Please help me dear Allah. I can't take it anymore. I wish there's someone who can save me, and I hope that it's Zulhairi but now, he's the main cause of all these. I just want happiness in my life, not dullness. Is it really just how my life is supposed to be or have I chose the wrong person to love? I really love him and I just want the best for both of us. I know I've made so many mistakes to him, and I'm really sorry about it. When I apologize, I really mean it. I may not be the best he's ever had, but he's the best that I've ever had and letting go will be the hardest thing to do, and that is why I'd rather waste all my tears and try my very best to save this relationship which I really treasure the most, and I want it to last till we're married, Insya'Allah :'(
Dear Allah, please lead me to the right path. I'm confused and clueless. I don't know what's happening to me. I want 2011 to be even better than this and I really want to live a happy life and love the right person, which is Zulhairi. I want him to know that he's the one who lightens up my life back when darkness falls. I want us to be happy again, not always fighting and throwing tantrums at each other. All I want is a happy and healthy relationship, that's all. And not forgetting, I want a happy family which I doubt I could have like before, but I just want all of us to be happy, and not forgetting a long lasting relationship with all my friends that I'll surely won't forget. Dear Allah, I just want the best for my life. They say happy girls are the prettiest, and I just want to be one of them. I hope you would grant me all my wishes dear Allah.
Amin.
