Aww isn't the picture above sweet? Elena and Stefan make a great couple. Hekhekhek I love them. I wish there's prom night next year for graduation. Well, FAT HOPES I MUST SAY. Ok hi good afternoon readers. First and foremost, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL CHRISTIANS! And also, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO FATTAH! Have a blast and don't grow taller anymore okay. HAHAHA :D

Alright, my days have been rather tough. Tough because I have to endure staying at home doing nothing when there's loads of homework that have to be done. HO HO HO just see how lazy I am now. My gosh I should really really stop being like this. O LEVELS NEXT YEAR AND I'M TOTALLY NOT UP FOR THE CHALLENGE. How can I change??????? Sometimes I feel disappointed seeing myself like this, not wanting to make the effort and always depending on others. I've really got to get myself back up and I want to strive for the best and get to the best Polytechnic, Insya'Allah. I've wanted to get into the culinary course in TP. But as usual, fat hopes. Ok I can't always say liddat. I've got to have confidence in myself. I'm always lacking in confidence. I just don't know why. I should be having tuitions but yeah, my family won't be able to afford it though, unlike other families. All so rich. Hmm.

As for today, I'm currently not doing anything productive, yet again. I'm not like others who can go out and have fun everyday. I want mama to be stricter to me actually, if not I'll still be the lazy pig I am now. And yeah, I'm glad that I can chiong my O levels with Zul next year. Hekhek. And hopefully we'll both get to our own poly that we choose to go to. I'm sure he can make it, but what about me? See, I'm lacking of confidence again. Aigoo. Alright, plan for this Monday is to go and catch 2 movies with Zul \m/ It's on him since he already got his salary. Alhamdulillah. I'll become a good girl and stay at home for these 2 days, that is today and tomorrow so that mama will let me out on Monday. Hehe. Ok gonna update my Twitter again. Paipai cupcakes! (: