Heading for uncharted water.
Sunday, August 1 6:20 PM
Its funny how I get so insecure easily, finding it hard to believe that you stay the same as before. But then I realised, the way you talk to me, the way you look at me, the way you make me feel, it was never the same. I wonder why. We used to be THIS close, now we're totally falling apart. It's understandable that you're having your prelims now, and that I'm surely giving you ample space for you to fit in and get comfortable, but it's awfully hurtful to know that you seem to be avoiding me in some kind of a way. It's pretty obvious that my attitude suck that much, but that's not the reason for you to be this way. It's good enough that I'm willing to be patient with you, no, not only patient, very very patient. But hey, don't always take my patience for granted. Everything has a limit okay.
Sometimes, I just don't understand what you really want from me. Now I find it hard to believe that you're still the one I knew before. Now I feel awkward talking to you. It seems like I'm talking to someone I just knew for the past 2 days. Where's the old you? I don't see the real you anymore. You're faking everything already. Gosh, I hate to say this but I'm tired of you being the kind of fuck care type of person towards me now. Please, be the old you again.
Yours truly.
