We're just playing a stupid game.
Thursday, March 11 10:32 PM
Just updating to keep this blog alive. I'm in no hippy yippy mood. I feel like everything's tearing apart. I feel stupid for not being able to make a proper and definite decision. It sucks when the cause of a fight was just from a stupid reason. I suck at love. I can't take risks. This is just not right. I let him down, and vice versa. I don't want this to go on.
It's a hardcore fact that i'm egoistic and self-centered, but i'm trying my best to push all these attitudes aside, and the best is to just throw them all away, but it takes time. If you can't accept the fact then too bad. I'm trying hard to understand you in everything that you're lacking of, and it goes the same to you too. We're just playing a game that will surely lead the both of us to losing, losing our trusts towards each other. It's best if we start a new game. Just 2 more days, and i don't want this to be happening during that day. Furthermore i'll not be spending time with you on that day, and it sucks big time.
Oh great, now you're trying to find fault in me AGAIN. Yeah, put it on me. How nice eh. You told me i always like to pick up the fight, BUT LOOK WHO'S TALKING NOW. Well, screw you. :((((
I'm sorry guys. I'm not really me nowadays. Well, i'll be away for band camp for 2 days, that is friday and saturday. So not looking forward to it. Miss me if you want. Ah whatever. Ok, gotta catch up on some hmwks. Bye.
