Hello. I'm sorry for not updating eh, especially to Aidi Saifudin and Titik Syahdina. HAHA. Well, too many things have been happening these few days. Yes, fights, conflicts, misunderstanding between me and love. Well, i'm just glad that everything's alright now that we've talked things out. Hmm, issit really necessary for me to tell it out here? I guess not. Haha. I wana thank hidayah for helping me and being there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on. I love you beb ;) Also to some others who cared to ask what was wrong with me and why my face totally changed. You could really see the difference between my expressions on that day and the day before. Seriously. And, i was shocked upon hearing that love cried in class. OMG. Cengeng eh kao. HAHA. Kidding. I'm so so so so sorry k bie :'( I didn't mean to make you cry. I was just angry with you, myself and _______, but i wasn't really angry with you though. It was HYM who made our r/s turned upside down. On the day we fought giler babi nyerh rabak smpai tak leh angs, love wasn't really sure why i was angry with hym. He thought that it was because of hym msging a girl. You think i'm easily over-jealous eh? Mepek siak kao bie. After the fight, i went home ALONE. My heart totally sank and i was really crying on my way home looking like one &^%@#!*?%$ girl who just lost her parents. Yeah, call me sensitive. And i was actually shocked that love ran back from where he was to my place to apologise to me and to also talk things out. But i was totally fucked up, and i ignored hym. Suddenly, he stopped and was totally motionless. All he could do was to just see me walk away and cry. I was totally disappointed with myself at that moment. Hidayah called me and asked whether i was fine or not, and i said yeah. She knew bout it as love asked her for help and he told her everything. He can't bear to see me cry or even being hurt and he kept worrying. I tried calming myself down, but it was just too painful. Then the next day, we tried to talk things out after school. 1st meet-up, he told me straight in my face that he didnt have anything to say to me. Imagine how hurt i was. So yeah, i sobbed, again. Yaya told love and he quickly ran to me and explained things. From there, we finally settled things out. I was badly relieved. Phewww. You knw, now i'm scared to lose you. I just knew that i'm deeply and madly in love with you. Promise me that whatever happens, you won't leave me alright? I love you very very much kanasai. ♥