So i'll crawl till i can walk again.
Monday, December 7 3:56 AM
Hie, heylo, ola. Sorry for the improper post that i've been posting the past few days or so. There's nothing much that had happened though. Well, seriously, i've not been breathing the fresh air outside for the past 1 week. What a record. I've actually planned to celebrate yaya's birthday this coming sat. Let's just see if the upcoming-bday girl cn make it. But i hope you cn ayye darl? I'm really looking forward to it. Heeess. Oh, and not forgetting, iskandar and naiim's birthday are just round the corner too. One's 11, the other is 12 and the other 17, respectively. Wow, what a month. Okay i really have to plan this out, like seriously! But, something's bothering me. I just can't figure out what the hell issit. Pfft, forget it. *squint eyes and try very hard to look at the clock* Whoah, its 3.02am. And yes, im sleeping late, AGAIN. Eyebags have really out-bitched me kay? For goodness sake, when the hell cn i sleep super early huh? Grrr.
Kay, i cn see that SOME PEOPLE are just not talking to me. Omg. Did i make the biggest sin of all? Gosh. This totally sucks. Imagine you've built a friendship for like 2 years or so and that bestfriend of yours suddenly fucking don't wanna talk to you and tries to fucking avoid you for no fucking specific reasons? It will definitely fucking piss you off right? I dunoe what this person may be thinking, but im just concern though. After that THING that had happened, i dunoe why this person keeps avoiding me. Maybe this person hates me, loathes the sight of me, thinks that i own a new "bestfriend", has a new bestfriend, has forgotten all about me, is now having a whale of tyme out there and does not fucking notice that i still fucking regard this person as my bestfriend.
Well, if you're reading this, then yeah. I don't want anything from you. You cn hate me all you want after that incident, but i just don't wana lose the friendship that we've built all these while. You always make my day, afternoon, evening, nyte and even pre-dawn. I love laughing my big ass out whenever i listened to your crappy jokes. I love sharing all the things that had happened to me with you. You'll always keep me updated with the things i wana knw and vice versa. But now what? You suddenly kept quiet and didn't even took the iniative to cntact me bck. I felt miserable and guilty, really, no joke. Yes, recently i'm the one who made the first move. But i knw from the way you respond bck to me, it wasn't sincere enough though. Why issit so hard for you to tell me what you don't feel right about me? Do i even look like some crazy mofo who's gonna actually scream at you when you spill out everything that you feel bout me? Where's the old you that i've known all these while? I dunoe if you realise it or not, but you've really changed alot, and i really mean ALOT. Haish.
Well, i'm not trying to make a big fuck out of this, but i just want us to rebuild this friendship back again. It doesn't feel right this way. Ya know, my lyfe without a bestfriend is never complete. I hope that you would text me, or atleast tag me at my blog to lemme knw that you've read my blog ayye friend? Thank you so much. (:
Kay, i cn see that SOME PEOPLE are just not talking to me. Omg. Did i make the biggest sin of all? Gosh. This totally sucks. Imagine you've built a friendship for like 2 years or so and that bestfriend of yours suddenly fucking don't wanna talk to you and tries to fucking avoid you for no fucking specific reasons? It will definitely fucking piss you off right? I dunoe what this person may be thinking, but im just concern though. After that THING that had happened, i dunoe why this person keeps avoiding me. Maybe this person hates me, loathes the sight of me, thinks that i own a new "bestfriend", has a new bestfriend, has forgotten all about me, is now having a whale of tyme out there and does not fucking notice that i still fucking regard this person as my bestfriend.
Well, if you're reading this, then yeah. I don't want anything from you. You cn hate me all you want after that incident, but i just don't wana lose the friendship that we've built all these while. You always make my day, afternoon, evening, nyte and even pre-dawn. I love laughing my big ass out whenever i listened to your crappy jokes. I love sharing all the things that had happened to me with you. You'll always keep me updated with the things i wana knw and vice versa. But now what? You suddenly kept quiet and didn't even took the iniative to cntact me bck. I felt miserable and guilty, really, no joke. Yes, recently i'm the one who made the first move. But i knw from the way you respond bck to me, it wasn't sincere enough though. Why issit so hard for you to tell me what you don't feel right about me? Do i even look like some crazy mofo who's gonna actually scream at you when you spill out everything that you feel bout me? Where's the old you that i've known all these while? I dunoe if you realise it or not, but you've really changed alot, and i really mean ALOT. Haish.
Well, i'm not trying to make a big fuck out of this, but i just want us to rebuild this friendship back again. It doesn't feel right this way. Ya know, my lyfe without a bestfriend is never complete. I hope that you would text me, or atleast tag me at my blog to lemme knw that you've read my blog ayye friend? Thank you so much. (:
Wow, i suddenly feel so.. ALIVE. No joke. Too long? Too short? Suit yourself. I'm just penning down my thoughts and what i feel, that's all. :D
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