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Sunday, June 7 9:51 PM
Today is sunday and im rotting at home, seriously rotting. Boooooo! Fcuk, im bored. Actually had to go out with daddy just now, narq gyy makan2, but dn i told hym i was too tired to even stand up. I hate daddy laaaaaaaaaaaaa. Keeps scolding me for nothing. WTF sial. Okay, currently playing pet society at facebook. I tell ya, there's nothing much to do. I can't imagine my sundays are gonna be this fcuking bored throughout the whole june hols. But thank god, there's an outing with my cousin this sunday. Oh yeah, she's dating me. Weeeeeeeee. Earlier on, i was walking aimlessly around the house, hoping to find something to eat or whatever. Hahhhhhhh, serve you right shazz! In the first place, why didnt you go and follow daddy? Stupid idiot. Lols. And yes, i was glad that daddy brought some food home after he went out with lil bro to the food centre. Ohkay, i really dunoe what to say liao lehh cause nothing happened today. Well, i have a confession to make. Yes, exactly.
Dearest [insertname],
I dunoe why isly until now. It feels weird. Eventhough you knew about my feelings towards you, you still didn't mind and i really thought that you were gonna avoid me. Thank you. I really do appreciate it. I thought that when i seek advices from friends, it was easy to forget bout you. But then i realised, forgetting bout you is as hard as catching a star in the sky. I dun deserve anybody else but you. Yes, only you. Could you please tell me why you're so hard to forget? I tried moving on for a lot of tymes, but i seriously can't. You told me i was your bestest ex, and you were my bestest too. But i know you can't really accept me now due to some reasons. I realised that i shouldn't have let you in, in the first place cause i wouldn't be lovesick like this if you didn't enter my lyfe. I guess you're really begging me to go to the path where you never really exist. Just pray hard that i'll forget bout you sooner or later. But what i know is that this feeling won't fade away, forever.
ILoveYou, [insertname].
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